"I'm not gonna meet your mother anytime

I just wanna rip your body over mine

So tell me why you think that's a crime"

Demiş Amy Winehouse, ne de iyi etmiş.

Bütün Türk kadınlarının ilk arzularının "meet his mother" yerine "rip his body over mine" olmasını hayal ediyorum. Bu ütopyanın dayanılmaz hafifliğiyle dönüyorum duruyorum.

Fon müzik: Blue Oyster Cult- Don't fear the reaper

Mekan: Bomboş bir yol.

Hava şartları: Gün batımı, sakin, ama sakin değil

Araç: Herhangi bir chopper

Aklımda: Özgürlük,hayaller, benliğim..........................azrailden korkma.

Motto: 4 wheels move the body, 2 wheels move your soul!

LET'S Roll hesaplı, LET'S Roll yumuşak

Benim güzel tuvalet kağıdım

Yumuşacık tenin

Bembeyaz yüzünle

Beni okşarsın

Sana dokunmak, seni hissetmek

Beni yaşama bağlar

Hem hesaplı hem yumuşak derler sana

Kıskanırım seni ben

Diğer popolardan

Bazen çok uysal olursun

Elimi uzatırım ve sen hemen bana gelirsin

Bazen de hoyratsındır

Çekerim çekerim kopmazsın

Sevincimi senle paylaşırım

Üzüntümü senle paylaşırım

Bazen seni bezdirir çok üstüne gelirim

Ama sen yine de benimlesindir

Dertlerime deva olmak için hep kendini yenilersin

Sevgili tuvalet kağıdı

Seni seviyorum

Hep benimle ol

Zor anlarımda yanımda ol

Hayat yolunda benimle beraber yuvarlan..

"I want to hold the hand inside you

I want to take a breath thats true

I look to you and I see nothing

I look to you to see the truth

You live your life

You go in shadows

Youll come apart and youll go black

Some kind of night into your darkness

Colors your eyes with whats not there.

Fade into you

Strange you never knew

Fade into you

I think its strange you never knew" Mazzy Star

It's strange you never knew, you'll never know. There are two shadows with me. One of them is behinde me, one of them is in front of me. One of them is telling lies all time, while the other one is taking me to endless, shiny trips. One of them keeps me away fading into you. Other pushes me to hell.

I'm a stranger without a home. Will you give me home? One shadow says you will..

On the times you barely talk, which is most of the times, shadows play with me. They put me into delusions, tell me that you will leave soon. They say that it's enough of happiness explosion I've been through. They say that I will live the rest of my life only with them, as it's always been.

There is a wide,blue, hazzy sky above me. All of them are great, there is nothing I need now. I'm the aim now. Not these darkness shadows.. I can't face these shadows. They gave less and they tried to possess. I can't face..

"I looked at the Rorschach blot. I tried to pretend it looked like a spreading tree, shadows pooled beneath it, but it didn’t. It looked more like a dead cat I once found, the fat, glistening grubs writhing blindly, squirming over each other, frantically tunneling away from the light. But even that is avoiding the real horror. The horror is this: In the end, it is simply a picture of empty meaningless blackness. We are alone. There is nothing else.”

Watchmen sinemalarda.Bunun için laflar hazırladım.Pek yakında..